It's been a week that we barely talked.. but I wrote you the first email of this year, telling you about my shattered broken life and desperate to live.. with care.  I...

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I just want to have someone I can sit with quietly and we do our own things, either you watching movie or me reading.. but we are just on the couch together. I still...

I can't stop myself thinking about the last time I talked to you.  It was purely intimate and erotic driven lately.  But we have been like this most of the time. Per...

I think of you so often or perhaps constantly think of you.. but this is different. I mean everything is totally different... ...from the distance, things we talk abou...

He's just only one I tell much about my routine now.  I don't know why I trust him.. maybe because he's not here near me.. or I just feel safe to talk with him, or ju...

Life is shit I hate myself I hate the triggers and I avoid them but they keep following me Why?  I try to keep myself in my own little corner and what the fuck do y...

I was thinking of a friend who I've always talked since the covid outbreak. But lately he is very busy with work and he told me that he was tired. So we didn't talk mu...

Not that I am really looking for a sweet romantic life partner. But I just keep dreaming of someday stumbling to someone, falling in love, living together and growing ...

Finally the trial has come to the conclusion. I did mention about this around the mid-year.  Anxiety was my friend. I have been living with anxiety since I was very y...

Here comes the end of the year again. I am watching another Christmas movie. It’s like a tradition for myself that I always watch these uplifting movies and kind of ...

I miss you..  I can't believe that we are just friends..  And it's really sad that I don't get to keep in touch with you like you said that you wanted to keep in touch...

It's kind of getting colder here in BKK. I become more hibernated and tend to feel not wanting to leave bed. Still I get of the bed around 9 A.M. most of every day.  ...

When one truth is revealed, then another unknown comes up How strange life can possibly be. Someone I have almost lost in touch and I have known that there's no way...

Finally, I know that I'm just a 'friend with benefits.'  Our last conversation has spoken about this unintentionally and I have come to realize some facts between us. ...

I miss you, again. I wish I can just be smooth talking with you like I was.. but I just lose my tongue.  I also feel like I'm getting pushed away bit by bit. It seem...

I got fever and I didn't know how to tell others.. So I just posted on the story of some apps.. and one of them was our chat app. Then I realized that he has paid att...

I wish I can just disappear..  but before that I want to tell you that I miss you.. I've been thinking of you most of the time since we're back to be in touch.. and it...

When you got sicked, would you tell someone about it?  For me, I don't know how to start telling him about myself when he's still on his recovery. But.. I wanted to b...

I love your smile. Would you please smile like that just for me? I don't want to share that smile with anyone, except for your family.  Well.. I can just talk about y...