broken
I feel broken

there's no missing piece but I'm just shattered and scattering all over the places.


No one can fix me
because I am void.. too much space left to pour in me to make it full.



I'm finally taking sleeping pills.. Some night I double dose or even more than double.. the getting up on the next day with dizziness and more pissed why did I wake up again. 

I am so fucking tired
and I want to end my life as soon as I can but there's so many things I still want to do. 
at least getting some hugs from people I love.. 
that's all I want.. but I have no one.. to turn to.. I have to face and get through this alone.. 

I just hope that I can still have a breath to go on.
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2021 Life
life in the following pandemic year with anxiety and there's more to experience
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upupandaway
nostalgic
I read, I write and I take photos

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Mademe
4 months ago
Here this biggest hug for you
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upupandaway
4 months ago
Thank you so much 🥺
cherryk
4 months ago
always beside you :-)
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upupandaway
4 months ago
thanks a lot!
whohurtyou
4 months ago
Heyy I’ll give you a big hug 👐 pls stay
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upupandaway
4 months ago
thank you so much.