Known -- the end of Unknown 2020
Finally, I know that I'm just a 'friend with benefits.'  Our last conversation has spoken about this unintentionally and I have come to realize some facts between us.

I should have realized since he said that he wanted to keep in touch with me and 

'I don't want to lose our friendship.'

It's true. We keep in touch for certain benefits.. but I tend to grow my emotion to him more than it should be. 

The way he is fun, sexy, intellectual, honest and kind, is what I just don't want to share him with anyone. I really want to keep him to myself. 

Well, at least we are friends, right?  At least I can be silly lousy and stupid with you.  And you don't have to concern if I will meet someone new in the future which I think I don't see my future.  


I had a picture (in my head) of us meeting up someday.. I guess the chance will become less exciting and I don't want to feel too much like this ever again.



I don't know how to keep updated more about this Unknown series any longer, because the truth comes out to me.  I can't say or pretend that the situation is still "unknown" to me any more.  If you ask me whether it hurts, hell yes.  It does but my consciousness inside seems to have a clue about this for a while.

Everything I wrote in this series is absolutely true than any true.  And this maybe the last episode (from all of 20 episodes, including this one).  

I hope you enjoy the series in this "2020 Unknown" book and let see what future brings up a new journey to me (or there's no future for me!?)   Also I have some serious legal matters to handle in very soon.  From now on I may have less time to process thoughts for writing.  I hope you all still keep being nice followers here.

Thank you for reading my story.  I am truly respectful and sincerely thank you.




Photo by Elena Taranenko on Unsplash
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Written in this book
2020 Unknown (ended)
It's a new year with new chapters in one's life but when someone in the past has returned. Two people who would like to keep growing their friendships strong. And it's clearly now that there is no 'us' together in the future.
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upupandaway
nostalgic
reader, casually writer & amateur photographer

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