Unknown 10/2020
I love your smile. Would you please smile like that just for me? I don't want to share that smile with anyone, except for your family. 

Well.. I can just talk about your smile anytime and all the time. Because it's really genuine and lovely. I think I fall in love with the kind of your look that is so simply cool and friendly. 

I almost took a screenshot when you smiled to me before we said goodbye from the call today. I wish I could reach both of my hands to touch your cheeks through the screen! You have seen me in real fresh face right after waking up.. and today I was still sleepy, trying to stay awaken and doing our thing together. 
We occasionally do something together.
And I am very much appretiate to have some 'moments' with you alone. Though we are not exactly in the same place.. but getting to feel some awesome passion with you once in awhile, somehow makes me feel great and happy. 

I don't know what anyone would say about you. You are so lovely, fun and sincerely. Even though sometimes you were just painful and I also sometimes annoyed you, we seem to keep in touch almost everyday. 
I can go by myself not talking to you only just a few days.. and most of everyday I just miss you, really miss you.  I can't tell you how much I miss you and how I am so glad to have you around.. -- I know you're not really around here.. but I can really reach you out. 

It's not that I don't want you to know how I feel.. It's the fear of losing you or you may turn away from me.. that's the reason why I can't tell you much about my feeling towards you. 

I want us to be like this.. open up to each other.. be frankly, get kinky, do some flirty thingy, be lustful and be sweet forever. 
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2020 Unknown (ended)
It's a new year with new chapters in one's life but when someone in the past has returned. Two people who would like to keep growing their friendships strong. And it's clearly now that there is no 'us' together in the future.
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