I think I'm in love
I just keep thinking about him.. I don't know what I should do. Should I text him? Should I just wait? 

I can't stop thinking about what could happen to him.

Will he be alright? 
Would he go back to his ex and reunite with her and their little lovely son?!

Urgh!!! Stupid me! 
I've fallen for him..
I'm falling for a guy who I haven't met over 10 years.. 
the only thing we have had for the past few months is the phone screen with a texting app. We were only on texting & vdo calling. It's just 5 months of those things.  He can ghost me at anytime.

However I keep imaging being with him.. how would it be? Will we get there.. like 

being real couples.. living together. 
Is it just me making it all up in the air? What if there's really no connect between us..

What if we don't really have any connect at all!?
Then how will I get over when I hear the popular Latino name like his?!  

Since now I'm really getting to love Latin/ South American movies and series.. and all I see the faces of Latin guys are just similar to his face!!!  >_<

All I want to know is he is fine. 
Everything is fine. 
And the things between us are fine, too!

I hope all of my worries are just my stupid thoughts.. 

my heart is sober and very, very tired. 

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2020 Unknown (ended)
It's a new year with new chapters in one's life but when someone in the past has returned. Two people who would like to keep growing their friendships strong. And it's clearly now that there is no 'us' together in the future.
reader, casually writer & amateur photographer