Unknown 7/2020
It's nice to have someone you can tell your dark secret that you wish you can pour it out of your mind. So you can feel at least relieve to lift it off your chest. 

Luckily I have a few of trusted friends, including you, my sanctuary.  

You have kept me sane, you have pulled me up to the ground, and helped me realize the fact that we are just normal people. We do make mistakes in generally. And you don't judge me, instead you told me,

What people usually call mistakes, I prefer to call it experience.
That is what I like about you most! 

I still remember when you shared about your tough time.  I was so sorry and worry but then you said that I should be happy for you because you could get to do what you wanted to do and be who you wanted to be.  

How impressive you are.  I was quite surprised that you can really take things from down-side to up-lifting side like a snap of fingers.

Truly optimistic is your greatest personality.
And when you told me that it's nice to have me in your life.  I was like.. so blushing and you couldn't see my face.. ☺️  (you used to say that you can tell how I feel from looking at my face - when we're on vdo call.)  How sweet and cheesy but I know you are frankly speaking. 

We don't really often talk (text) and I don't seem to keep it as a routine.  I just text him whenever I think of him. So he does.  Still I do believe we have something in common, like, being funny, goofy and undeniably turn on with connected in some points.

I keep this as unknown series because honestly, I don't know how all of 'this' will end up somewhere.  I just want to document all my pure feelings and it's unbelievable that I have some feeling to someone who is so far, far away even touching hands seems impossible.
It seems the right moment since we are both not in any relationship.

I have a feeling for the first time in my life, this is a good sign.

Written in this book
2020 Unknown (ended)
It's a new year with new chapters in one's life but when someone in the past has returned. Two people who would like to keep growing their friendships strong. And it's clearly now that there is no 'us' together in the future.
reader, casually writer & amateur photographer