No title 12/2019
Here I am on a bad day which is so fucking hard to believe that it shall pass eventually.. 
I hate myself..  really, really hate myself that when people do care me but I just push them away from me.. 


..I am a weirdo..
I need love.. I need attention.. I need all of the romantic expression.. 

but all I've got is just.. me, myself.. and I.. 

Sometimes I think.. I will eventually end up staying alone.. but before I reach that level of lonesome.. I guess I have to destroy my heart or freeze it to below zero degree celcius.  So I won't feel any sh*t thing at all any longer.

I'm so f*cking tired..
Just let me go.. 

Then I won't bother you anymore..



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Traveler_101
14 days ago
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upupandaway
14 days ago
Thank you, really.. I need that..