Let's taking a break from social media
I know I'd eventually go back, 
Because we live in what people call an 'attention economy' right?
but sometime I just need to take a break from social media. 

I wasted almost entirely on social media.
I've become so used to picking up my phone scrolling through social media. Close it.. and open it again.
and I think, what am I doing? why I wasting my time on this? even my subconcious trying to tell me that I should stop it, I still keep scrolling on my timeline anyway. 
Worse, it had become compulsive. I was consuming social media the way you consume stale movie popcorn. mindlessly, for the sake of it, without even tasting it. 

Then oneday I started asking to my self that why I am ugly. Should I get some plastic surgery? 
Oh no.. I am completely got influenced by social media. but that's not true. Remember everybody's beautiful in their own way.

I would like to grab a book instead of playing smartphone.. but since I've been depressed. no matter how much I want to, I just can’t focus to read it. 
I did love to sleep, but not anymore. I can't even sleep without sleeping tablet.

Sometime I smile but I wanna cry, I talk but actually I wanna be quite, I pretend like I am happy but I am empty. So, I spend almost time on Netflix and listen a lot of music which make me feel good.
and then I had more time for focus on my mind, talking to my self, understand who I am.

That sound good right? ☺️

I keep reminding my self to use social media wisely by 
1. Be careful who and what I am following.
2. Be careful what I post. 
3. Stay tuned on reality.
4. Don't for get to have Face-to-Face communication.
5. Be myself. Whatever that is. 
6. Don't use it to ran away from facing problems.
7. Take a vacation and get the heck offline when I'm exhausted.

Life is really simple, we just insist on making it complicated.And you know? 
People think being alone makes you lonely but 
I think, being surrounded by wrong people is the lonliest thing in the world. 

  You just have to finding a place where you can be who you are.



Are you an addicted to social media? 

Try to ran away from reality where you are unhappy to be there just like me?

I want you to know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Now I grab your hand and let's get back to reality with me.

Oh! and make sure you follow me on Instagram.

...No I just kidding lol

<3 mrd, 

No one's here. I just come to write my diary.