Have you ever wondered and questioned
Why is it only me who is sinking in the ocean of pain and tears?
While you are living happily, doing your job, studying on your degree, fucking with people and enjoying your social life without any sorrow and nightmare, why am i the one living in such sorrow and endlessly painful world?
Why am i the only one who cant eat, sleep, work, study or do anything calm and happily?
Why do i, the one who didn't do anything wrong, have to suffer this penalty?
Why am i the one who have trust issues, sincep people are ready to hurt me anytime like you did to me?
Why am i the one who can't never have a normal social life again, because what i believed it was friendship, it was actually nothing at all?
Why do i, the one who you have said that had saved you, have to live painfully in the cruel world you have left for me?
Why is the one who understands the pain and sorrow of being abused very well the same person with the abuser who abused another soul severely and doesn't even care to fix what s/he has done?
Why do not you have to take resposibility of anything you have done to me ?
Why are humans so disappointing?
Why are they so selfish and greed, can do anything to avoid thier pain and problem no matter whom would get hurt by that?
Why is the reality so painful?
Why are the world and you so cruel?
Why am i still here if everything is this hurt and injustice?
I can't bear these questions in my head anymore.
I can't bear these pain anymore.
They've been here for too long and I know you have no answer for me.
May be, this can answer me.
And, so, i wish you will live with regret and guilt until the last day of your life too.
former Role name : Ultimate•Sad•Girl. Completely unemotional or too emotional, choose one.