Depression is real
Where to start..hmm..I have been having anxiety/depression as long as I can remember. And when I tell you that I don’t mean I have problem in my life to be sad or stress about. It is something i have NO CONTROL over...
Most people don’t understand unless they have it...i get it though why would they? They are not the one feeling so empty when maybe you have everything in your life that you need, they are not the one feeling anxious or scare in crowds or what people think of them. Anxiety will tell you I am scared..but when you ask what are you scared of? There is no answer...depression will tell you to be bored of everything and everyone but when you ask why? There is no answer.
People NEED to understand these things can’t be controlled and for those who have love ones that is suffering from it support them, understand them even when you don’t fully, give them love 
I wish this fucking mental illness to not exist but what can I do I was born with it.
when you feel so tired but you can’t sleep, when you get what you want but not what you need